im pregnant!
yep, derek and i are expecting our 1st baby! we couldnt be happier!! our family is really excited too.
i cant wait! im due in july right around hunters birthday. i cant wait!!
well i absolutely LOVE living with derek!!! ryans cool too ((hes our roomie). i love our condo! it doesnt feel like i moved out and live on my own. but i love it. derek and i are engaged :] we havent set a date yet but im sure ill post it when we do! ive just been workin a lot. dont really have time for much else especially since derek and i work pretty opposite schedules. i switch to mornings on monday though so itll be a lil better. i hate my job with a passion. its so lame. but it gets the bills paid so im stickin to it. were going to california with my parents and siblings to see the rest of my family at my aunts for thanksgiving. im way excited for that!!! and black friday! omg i cannot wait!!!! halloween sucked last night cuz i had to work til 9 and didnt get home until 10. but we had some absinthe (which was really yummy) and just chilled for a little bit. but i missed my bus this morning and ended up not going to work today. oops. but i got shit to do anyway since were having a halloween party tonight. which reminds me i should probably get back to cleaning up soooo ill try to keep this thing update a little more often..as if it even matters. but ya. im out <333
well, wish me luck on my adventures!!
isnt it quite weird ((and random)) when you have dreams with all these people from your past?
is that supposed to mean something?
hm idk but its happend the past few nights.
kinda funny and odd at the same time.
moving --> 6 days
new job --> 10 days
im moving in 2 weeks!!!
ahhhh
IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
goin to the river this weekend.
should be a blast.
job interview on monday.
should be a breeze.
just chillin til im out and back to the eastside with my lover!!! :D
soooooooooooooooo i had an awesome weekend!!!!!!!
and i got a new tattoo last night!!!!!!! :)
check it out :
i hope you can live with yourself cuz i cant live with me.
you have destroyed me.
i cant even have a normal relationship with the man i love because of you.
the sad thing is, i cant do a damn thing about it.
and you should be lucky because i would bring you down in a heartbeat.
i hope you rot in hell.
movin in with my baby in 6 weeks!
i cant wait!!!
im so glad im moving back to tempe!
it'll be a good summer :)
yay!!
im SO happy!!!
I LOVE MY BUBBY!!
ok so there was 7 of us crammed in tims bronco on the way to mexico and then like 15-20 miles outside of rockypoint we broke down!! so we had to "hitch hike" with this mexican shuttle with like 572305723 people in it! but tim and frank stayed behind to wait for the tow truck. we had to carry out bags around to the bars before esme and zach got there. then we all met up at mannys and went to our house. it was so sick!! omg!! we all loved it so much!!! we went to baja both nights and danced and drank our night away. then saturday went to the reef and old port and baja and mannys and pink cadillac and drank all day and had an amazing time! then we got up early sunday to leave and ended up waiting in a 3 1/2 hour line at the border. that was interesting. it was freezing!! and poor tim had to ride in the bed of zachs truck cuz there wasnt room in the truck. were lucky we even had a ride at all!! all in all it was fucking amazing!!! i wish derek would have gone but oh well..next time!!! were gonna get everyone to go this time so that lindsey and quinn and chris and derek and everyone who couldnt go this time can go next time!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im already excited for it!!!!!!!!!
suprisingly life is still exciting and eventful despite not working or being in school!
i love hanging out with leo and lindsey!!
its just like old days again!! YAY!!!
i love them!!!!!
just been datin around with some guys.
nothin serious.
i miss derek soooo much :(
and im kinda jealous of this new girl he's talking to and hangin out with even though he says he doesnt really like her.
stupid effing love!!!
i kinda wanna get back with him
but
idk if its a good idea.
it makes me look super bad that i just keep breaking up with him then wanting him back.
im just such an undecisive person i suppose.
all i know is that i love him.
i guess we'll just see how things pan out.
im possibly moving over the summer.
yay!
im way excited!
california with the fam was so much fun!!!
and im totally excited to go to mexico this weekend with everyone!!!
were gonna have a blast!!!!!
im just waitin on some news tomorrow that may change everything..but we'll see!
<3333
love sucks. mhm.
derek and i are officially broken up for good.
im at the point where i have mixed emotions right now.
i kinda like a few boys so ill just chill and see what happens.
no rush.
mmm still not in school
still not workin
i got 2 new tattoos
"naughty naughty sir" lmao
oh if you only knew the story.
i feel like making postsecrets like i did before. but i have so many that i want to make, i cant pick just one or two or five. maybe ill dig out my old ones and actually send them this time. look for mine and see if you can pick them out. good luck!
i love christmas time!
i love my boyfriend derek!
i love my friends!
i love my family!
but
i hate my family having no money!
i hate having no money!
i hate having no job!
i hate shady people!
i cant wait for this weekend to see my baby and go to his work christmas party! and my moms work party!! and then after christmas i get to spend all the time i want and stay in tempe with my love :] yay!!! plus mike and i are going apartment shopping..yay!! its going to be a good new year!
hey maybe mine and leos curse will finally rub off!!!
HAAAA not likely.
fall out boy + gym class heroes + plain white t's + cute is what we aim for = INCREDIBLE SHOW!!
i put lots of new pics on my myspace. check them out :]
www.myspace.com/miss_brighteyes
im back with derek and im looooving it!!!!
i love him so much :)
ya know how they say if you love something let it go and if its meant to be it'll come back to you...
ya..were perfect! <333
R.I.P
KENZIE ANDERSON
You Were A Great Woman && You'll Be Greatly Missed By Everyone!!!!
well summer was a blast. christopher and i broke up the middle of july. vegas with leo was amazing! clubbin is the best!! i met mitchell and dated him in august. then we broke up liiike early september. im taking a year or semester off school. havent decided yet. depends on my financial aid before i can go back. i worked at inpulse and quit. then i worked at macys and got fired. im living at home again still. now im together with justin and im the happiest i have ever been. hes so amazing!!! today we went to jerome. it was such a blast. we rented a new mustang instead of taking his truck. wow those are so much fun and theyre so nice!!! hopefully we'll last awhile!! :D hm what else. ummmm idk nothin else to really update about. that really sums up my life. i play taxi/nanny all day for my family. hang out and drink when i can. travel to tempe once a month to chill with leo out there. justin makes my life the bestest. and ya. i am completely satisfied and content with my life at the moment!!
