Cathleen's Journal

my bump, my bump, my growing baby bump

Fri, 13 Feb 2009 20:08:30 GMT

17 weeks & 1 day!

1 week til i find out the sex!

so guess what

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 02:01:04 GMT

im pregnant!
yep, derek and i are expecting our 1st baby! we couldnt be happier!! our family is really excited too.
i cant wait! im due in july right around hunters birthday. i cant wait!!

random...

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 21:37:23 GMT

i figure im bored and putting off cleaning so ill finally update this thing.
well i absolutely LOVE living with derek!!! ryans cool too ((hes our roomie). i love our condo! it doesnt feel like i moved out and live on my own. but i love it. derek and i are engaged :] we havent set a date yet but im sure ill post it when we do! ive just been workin a lot. dont really have time for much else especially since derek and i work pretty opposite schedules. i switch to mornings on monday though so itll be a lil better. i hate my job with a passion. its so lame. but it gets the bills paid so im stickin to it. were going to california with my parents and siblings to see the rest of my family at my aunts for thanksgiving. im way excited for that!!! and black friday! omg i cannot wait!!!! halloween sucked last night cuz i had to work til 9 and didnt get home until 10. but we had some absinthe (which was really yummy) and just chilled for a little bit. but i missed my bus this morning and ended up not going to work today. oops. but i got shit to do anyway since were having a halloween party tonight. which reminds me i should probably get back to cleaning up soooo ill try to keep this thing update a little more often..as if it even matters. but ya. im out <333

today is the day

Fri, 23 May 2008 16:56:52 GMT

i moving in a couple hours. im like nervous and excited and scared all at once. it just feels like im going down for the weekend again like i always do. it hasnt completely sunk in that ill be living down there. i hope everything works out ok. im optimistic so we shall see. im kinda mad though cuz my parents are just helpin me move my stuff upstairs and leavin to get back to take my brother to work. im like gee thanks. gonna miss you too. its whatever though. i dont really want my dad to go anyways. im gonna miss my mommy though! kinda sucks that im mad at derek right now too over something that happend last night. i have every right to be mad but its just bad timing cuz it totally took away all the excitement and enthusiasm that i did that. now im just like ok lets move. but anyways i start my job tuesday. well my training. its gonna suck cuz a) i gotta ride the bus and b) i have to wake up at 430 every morning to catch the bus at 6 to get there by 8. woo hoo. cant wait til i can get a car!! i hope im feeling better by tuesday. ive been sick for the past few days and just getting worse :[

well, wish me luck on my adventures!!

just a thought

Sat, 17 May 2008 05:47:19 GMT

isnt it quite weird ((and random)) when you have dreams with all these people from your past?
is that supposed to mean something?
hm idk but its happend the past few nights.
kinda funny and odd at the same time.

moving --> 6 days
new job --> 10 days

noooww

Thu, 08 May 2008 08:25:13 GMT

im moving in 2 weeks!!!
ahhhh
IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goin to the river this weekend.
should be a blast.
job interview on monday.
should be a breeze.
just chillin til im out and back to the eastside with my lover!!! :D

number 6

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 03:31:40 GMT

soooooooooooooooo i had an awesome weekend!!!!!!!
and i got a new tattoo last night!!!!!!! :)
check it out :

all i know is your first name

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 05:07:48 GMT

i hope you can live with yourself cuz i cant live with me.
you have destroyed me.
i cant even have a normal relationship with the man i love because of you.
the sad thing is, i cant do a damn thing about it.
and you should be lucky because i would bring you down in a heartbeat.
i hope you rot in hell.

6 weeks

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 20:14:49 GMT

movin in with my baby in 6 weeks!
i cant wait!!!
im so glad im moving back to tempe!

it'll be a good summer :)

all smiles

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 03:49:06 GMT

im back with derek...again :)
yay!!
im SO happy!!!
I LOVE MY BUBBY!!

mexico was a blast!!!

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 01:21:39 GMT

summary:
ok so there was 7 of us crammed in tims bronco on the way to mexico and then like 15-20 miles outside of rockypoint we broke down!! so we had to "hitch hike" with this mexican shuttle with like 572305723 people in it! but tim and frank stayed behind to wait for the tow truck. we had to carry out bags around to the bars before esme and zach got there. then we all met up at mannys and went to our house. it was so sick!! omg!! we all loved it so much!!! we went to baja both nights and danced and drank our night away. then saturday went to the reef and old port and baja and mannys and pink cadillac and drank all day and had an amazing time! then we got up early sunday to leave and ended up waiting in a 3 1/2 hour line at the border. that was interesting. it was freezing!! and poor tim had to ride in the bed of zachs truck cuz there wasnt room in the truck. were lucky we even had a ride at all!! all in all it was fucking amazing!!! i wish derek would have gone but oh well..next time!!! were gonna get everyone to go this time so that lindsey and quinn and chris and derek and everyone who couldnt go this time can go next time!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im already excited for it!!!!!!!!!

wow its already been a month!!!

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 04:41:42 GMT

suprisingly life is still exciting and eventful despite not working or being in school!
i love hanging out with leo and lindsey!!
its just like old days again!! YAY!!!
i love them!!!!!
just been datin around with some guys.
nothin serious.
i miss derek soooo much :(
and im kinda jealous of this new girl he's talking to and hangin out with even though he says he doesnt really like her.
stupid effing love!!!
i kinda wanna get back with him
but
idk if its a good idea.
it makes me look super bad that i just keep breaking up with him then wanting him back.
im just such an undecisive person i suppose.
all i know is that i love him.
i guess we'll just see how things pan out.
im possibly moving over the summer.
yay!
im way excited!
california with the fam was so much fun!!!
and im totally excited to go to mexico this weekend with everyone!!!
were gonna have a blast!!!!!
im just waitin on some news tomorrow that may change everything..but we'll see!

<3333

stupid updates..as if you care

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 20:25:40 GMT

love sucks. mhm.
derek and i are officially broken up for good.
im at the point where i have mixed emotions right now.
i kinda like a few boys so ill just chill and see what happens.
no rush.
mmm still not in school
still not workin
i got 2 new tattoos
"naughty naughty sir" lmao
oh if you only knew the story.

i feel like making postsecrets like i did before. but i have so many that i want to make, i cant pick just one or two or five. maybe ill dig out my old ones and actually send them this time. look for mine and see if you can pick them out. good luck!

sugar lips

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 06:00:51 GMT

i love my baby's daddy :o)

life is ok

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 19:16:14 GMT

i love christmas time!
i love my boyfriend derek!
i love my friends!
i love my family!

but

i hate my family having no money!
i hate having no money!
i hate having no job!
i hate shady people!

i cant wait for this weekend to see my baby and go to his work christmas party! and my moms work party!! and then after christmas i get to spend all the time i want and stay in tempe with my love :] yay!!! plus mike and i are going apartment shopping..yay!! its going to be a good new year!
hey maybe mine and leos curse will finally rub off!!!
HAAAA not likely.

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 08:54:43 GMT

the young wild things tour was amazing tonight!!
fall out boy + gym class heroes + plain white t's + cute is what we aim for = INCREDIBLE SHOW!!

i put lots of new pics on my myspace. check them out :]
www.myspace.com/miss_brighteyes

so freakin excited!!

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 03:17:09 GMT

yay FALL OUT BOY TOMORROW NIGHT with christopher!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 03:42:53 GMT

im back with derek and im looooving it!!!!
i love him so much :)

ya know how they say if you love something let it go and if its meant to be it'll come back to you...

ya..were perfect! <333

<333

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 00:52:11 GMT

R.I.P
KENZIE ANDERSON
You Were A Great Woman && You'll Be Greatly Missed By Everyone!!!!

W O W Z E R S

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 04:42:03 GMT

so i havent updated this thing in a few months. so wtf why not! alright sooo whats been goin on with me the past few months. hmmmm
well summer was a blast. christopher and i broke up the middle of july. vegas with leo was amazing! clubbin is the best!! i met mitchell and dated him in august. then we broke up liiike early september. im taking a year or semester off school. havent decided yet. depends on my financial aid before i can go back. i worked at inpulse and quit. then i worked at macys and got fired. im living at home again still. now im together with justin and im the happiest i have ever been. hes so amazing!!! today we went to jerome. it was such a blast. we rented a new mustang instead of taking his truck. wow those are so much fun and theyre so nice!!! hopefully we'll last awhile!! :D hm what else. ummmm idk nothin else to really update about. that really sums up my life. i play taxi/nanny all day for my family. hang out and drink when i can. travel to tempe once a month to chill with leo out there. justin makes my life the bestest. and ya. i am completely satisfied and content with my life at the moment!!

amazing times

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 04:42:47 GMT

i had an amazing time at the lake with everyone today!!

me, jonathan, christopher <3, david, jess, steve, and adam had a blast! it was crazy! i love them!!!! too bad some of us were missing :( it sucks cuz thats the last time i get to go to the lake most likely this year cuz i start my job on monday and ill be working weekends. shitty but at least ill have money again! YES!!!! well i just wanted to make a quick update. i gotta get ready to go to daves. peace bitches

monthly update

Thu, 31 May 2007 21:25:39 GMT

the apartment is super fun!!
i love hanging out with david, steve, chris, and everyone all the time!
im dating christopher now :)
were soo happy!
im in love with the wii..its AMAZING!!!
my familys doing better
i decided to be a pharmacist

idk where im gonna go back to school in the fall though

i managed to get 1 A, 2 C's, 1 W, and 1 E.

my gpa for the whole year was like a 1.95

HA!!

the general life post

Wed, 02 May 2007 22:59:01 GMT

alright so heres the update on my life..since i know you guys care so much.....not like anyone actually reads this but whatev.
ok so, we moved out of my house.
my mom got and apartment and finally left my dad.
thank God!
we'll be living in the complex next to david and steve which means party every night!
were so excited!
me and derek are excellent and couldnt be happier.
school is ALMOST over!
i only have 2 finals and theyre both next tuesday then ill be finished!
i cant believe my first year of college is really over already. geeeeez
me and leonela went to look for apartments yesterday down here.
we found the one we want but were still looking for a few backups.
we'll be moving back down here during the summer.
were way stoked!
hm, what else is new..
um, idk thats pretty much it for the good positive exciting big news stuff.
well, ill try to update more often
until then hope everyones doing great! and enjoy your summer!

such a depressing post

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 00:10:11 GMT

i cant wait for school to get out.
i cant wait to move to cali!
i cant wait til i can pay off everything.
i cant wait for all this fucking stress from EVERYTHING to go away.
im glad i have derek.
hes really whats saving me right now!
i hate being sick too damnit.

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 03:31:42 GMT

im having the worst week ever. like everything that could possibly go wrong..has. urgh.